| Yeah, I had to wait until Nikki left to type this one..... See the thing is both me and nikki are really worried about kel and audrey. They are doing some bad things....new bad things....that I never knew about before. They have just got into it.
God, I pray that you help realize what they do and that it isn't what you want...And for me, Lord, help me realize what you want me to do.
I really just want to not care....but it doesn't work that way... I love them and I hate to see them like that. They say they know God but I know they don't. Ever since high school I have tried to help, warned them of what would happen, gave them my opinion and worried about them. But I seperated myself from that friendship months ago because I can't do it anymore and I don't think the worry and bad things should destract me from my own walk. I have always been the ONLY voice of reason in that relationship! I thought to myself that maybe God needed to use me to help them but it never worked.....They never listened to me. I was just the geek that didn't want to drink, smoke, have sex, do drugs.....Theres always a geek...as they said "Your just over reacting!"....yeah... I know how that feels... Over the course of my life I have seen so many friends of mine go down the drain.....and I seriously can't take it anymore!! I don't know... I just have to remember that God is faithful even though we may not be.... Its all God. I trust that whatever happens is his will. Thanks for listening to me vent.....
God bless,
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| | Current Music: | October - FM Static | | Subject: | gfhdfth | | Time: | 07:00 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/tired.gif) tired |
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| Hey me and my buddy Nicole are sitting in my house being bored! We're listening to FM Static! Yeah its fun though....we... YAY....LAZER TAG is this friday and saturday...I am bringing Sam and Scott and hopefully Rach! yeah.....bye...
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| | Current Music: | Hey Now - Fm static | | Subject: | hrrmph | | Time: | 04:22 pm | | Current Mood: | cold but content |
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| Yeah nothing very interesting happened today. I wore my letter jacket to school for the 1st time. Yeah everyone thought it rocked. Cause it does...wink wink. My cat is stinking her nails in my leg at the moment..sorry. I was kinda hyper today but I wore down alittle. I like one of my good friends as more then just a friend....is that bad? He doesn't know...I hung out with him today....I don't know what to do...Actually its kinda funny... Anyway, yeah....I am bored..Man its snowing like...i don't know...I CAN'T FIND MY BANANA!!...sorry..Brad Stein moment...ignore those.. You know whats really hard? Its really hard to tell someone that you just wanna be friends. Yeah cuz you don't ever wanna hurt them. (even though their fine in about a week anyway.) Yeah I saw that on tv just now....thats what brought that up. Sorry I am done with my random rambling. In choir we are taking our finals and we have to sing and do 60 pages of music work!!! THATS CRAP!! Well, bye bye everyone who cares!
Heather
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| | Current Music: | Sadly none | | Subject: | blah | | Time: | 10:24 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/okay.gif) blah |
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| Yeah the new years party was so much fun! The bands were great! 3CW is awesome! Yeah, my neck hurts from the way I was sitting on the couch. Anywayz we had tons of fun dancing and just hanging out with friends! Yeah Kelli, mindy and elle were the only ones really that actually put their pjs on and went to bed. But others either were knocked out on the couches in their clothes or still awake! Yeah me, kayla, joe, john and sam stayed up all night! I was so tired yesterday because we got to our building at 8 then we stayed up until 8 am the next morning. I went to sleep right when i got home! It was great fun though! We wacthed a new Brad Stein video. It was funny cuz it had some new stuff on it but "Put a helmet on" is better! "I can't find my banana!" Funny stuff! While we were having a great time though I knew some people that weren't doing the greatest thing for new years. I pray for them all the time. I don't think they are listening to God's voice when he tells them what they're doing is wrong. I feel like I can't help them. I try talking to them but they won't listen to me either. I don't know. All I can do is let God handle it! Well, Thats about all for now I think. BYE!
God Bless
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| | Current Music: | The Notion - FM Static | | Subject: | YAY!! | | Time: | 11:28 am | | Current Mood: | Hyper |
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| La la la la! Sorry yeah today I have to do some homework cuz I haven't done it during the break so I have to it now. Yeah Christmas rocked! I got my letter jacket and FM Static Cd!! YEAH! WHEEEEEE!! I am very happy today...not really sure why...Just content! I got the greatest sweat shirt and shoes! I got some awesome vans! Yeah! I am going my youth group's new years party on firday! Its friday thru saturday! Check out this link to find out more about the new years party:
www.theundergroundministry.com! Go to events! It will be so awesome and we are going to have bands coming! Its only 5 dollars! Its gonna ROCK!! So yeah check it out and join us for new years! Well, I got 2 go do homework! YUCK!
God Bless!
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| | Current Music: | A Shame - Pillar | | Subject: | okie dokie | | Time: | 03:56 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/happy.gif) cheerful |
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| Today was fun because I was majorly hyper and it was fun.....hee hee! No really but... I didn't turn in spanish project today! I probably should do that now...well i will when I am done writing this... Yeah this one seems alittle more confusing then greatest journal..."all God's children singing Glory, Glory, Halleuluia He reigns..." I like that song...dang its over now....Poo....Anyway..So bored...well i better go...There is an important favor below! And I would be very graetful if someone would answer me back about it!.....:
HELP ME PLEASE!!!
Hey everyone! I need some help! Have you been saved by the Lord!? I need your stories! I am creating a webstie and I want to put stories of people that have been saved and when you've been saved! So if you want to help by emailing me your story that would be GREAT!! You may be annonymus if you really want to but I feel you should give atleast your first name and share your story with the world!! Please email your stories to: CheesePie101@yahoo.com
Thank you everyone!
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| | Current Music: | I want to fall in love with you - Jars of clay | | Subject: | WEEEEEEE!!! | | Time: | 06:49 pm | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| | Yeah I have this new journal and I can't decide if I like live journal better or greatest journal! Don't know! Anyway! I am so incredibly bored.....yeeha....dum dum dum da! I love cheese! hee hee... | | comments: Leave a comment |
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